Home Sweet Home?

Saved from cancer internal and surface to live in a storage bedroom at 394 North George Ave. As my trailer home by someone living there, was trashed and a leaking roof at sky light, wreaked the kitchen? Told hot sun and storms have ruined the out side color coating besides? Great News on the home front? I still pay for every month in lot rent and utilities and taxes! REALLY? How does my yard look? Flower beds? Was it all worth selling a ranch for? Just to tow a house trailer to another State. Five States away to go into the medical field for rehab of injured people at their homes, giving them range of motion treatment?And here at the end of all the cancer. I sit or lay on a bed day after day? Should be thankful? Feel safe? Have we all said, LORD why me?